I managed to control myself from opening our last text messages to each other for about 2 months, but i guess today was the right time to open them. Never in my 17 years of living have I ever felt this way about someone. Never have I felt such a strong connection with a person, and after talking to you for such a short time. I got to know so much about you in just a month and there’s really nothing that i’d do to change you. Someone as amazing as you shouldn’t ever feel like they’re worthless. Anyone “worthless” wouldn’t have made such an impact on my life. Honestly because of you, I want to be a better person. Losing you was, if not the worst thing, one of the worst things I’ve ever experienced and I never want to experience that sadness again. Everyone could see how happy I was talking to you, except for you. I miss you and I hope that one day you’ll realize how worth it you really are. For such an amazing person, you really deserve the best.